Not so chipper!?

It has been a remarkably long time since I have been able to sit down at a computer and spill all of my most inner thoughts on to this digital screen. My last post left off on me welcoming the new year and being more than excited to kick some behind and finally go into the direction God has planned for me.
Well, now I am currently studying this semester at Biola University, and most honestly, I have never been more excited.
Although, I do admit to sometimes not feeling satisfied, that my being is incomplete or not whole. I also know that it is not something that should be mindlessly shoved underneath the rug, and should be approached with open mindedness and compassion. However, I have been very excited and occupied to begin my new life here as a university student as well as looking foward to the adventures that await.
The girls on my floor are INCREDIBLE. They are wonderful young ladies with so much potential and so much stregnth, compassion and intelligence, that I consider myself a very blessed girl to be a part of their little family.
I wish I could expand more on these negative feelings, however, those are only secrets that are meant to be sacred within my heart and those around me. Perhaps I could expand on them in a very subtle way eventually, but for now, I would rather them remain as personal hurdles in my life that need to be leaped over.
As broad and general as this post was, I feel a little better (:
No, I am not homesick, I am also not stressing over work. There are just places in my heart that remain to have holes in them, and will continue to ache until I find a way to grap a hold on my perception even more than I have now and begin to steer even harder.
Haha! Imagine a pirate on a long adventure across the seas, searching for the rarest treasure of all.

(stay with me now)

He's putting all of his energy into reaching his goal. I mean, he must! For it is his destiny to find this treasure! When suddenly, a raging storm appears and begins to rock the pirate's ship through the immense waves that begin to engulf him in their icy waters. The pirate is not giving up! For he is the captain of his own ship and takes a hold of his pirate steering wheel thingie and begins to use all of his might to take control of the storm.

Was that story a bit too 6 year old for you? Lets be real, my 4 year old baby sister would have thought that was lame. Nevertheless, I hope my point has been given.

Until next time I post, goodbye! And stay adorkable!!

<3 ~Rey